Tired and sleepy.
I could just fall asleep right now,
right infront of the computer.
Even though it really tortures me,
I love it.
I love trainings and softball <3
It’s hard to express your feelings,
I do not know how to reply and show you that I do care.
On the another hand, I am worried that you might misunderstand that I have no interest in what you’re saying.
It’s just so hard to balance.
Just like playing a see-saw, two will never have the same weight
staying just right on the ground.
One will just fly up in the air and another will be at the bottom.
I want to do well, but I just feel that I can’t.